''no words left for me but goodbye''

I thought i knew everytng.id thought id never vry.ive ben 2ld so many tyms of problems regarding broken hearts n failed relationships.I can give out advices as easy as i cud create a ficton out of nowhere.while i was telling the words as if it wouldnt happen to me.i thought that when their problems become mine,i could easily handle those.

More rough roads in life im going to travel.ive learned from my experienced which made me more responsible and taught me when should i set aside my childish nature and act maturely on things.

Maybe i as so engrossed with the oh so many aspects of life that i did not see myself in love until the latter part of my still young life.its never easy as ive learned that i cant always get who i want. i often end longing and dedicatedly wishing for that someone to turn around and realised how much i value him.

Whenever another door opens for me.i take one look and decide quickly, that even before i started missing a a person,he was long gone.maybe in search for another soul who mend the heart that i broke.

Its absurb but whenever im lonely,whenever my heart feels empty and blue,i couldnttell anyone about it.i kept my emotions to myself.try to hide my tears in my laughters.i dont heal my own wounds.i just let it be,ignore the ugliness and the pain and move on as if nothing happened.

After a time,id forget about it.but open wounds refuse to healed.that it would just come out surprisingly one time and id find myself crying in pain.

Once you give your heart to a person,you should also be ready for the risks that youre getting yourself into.you should think twice,thrice or even a hundred times not only when you want to commit but also before you turn down somebody who's offering his every being.

Not all the people who made us feel pretty.cared-for and loved are being true.yet some of them will leave a mark in our hearts, though not everything will be a beauty.

What hurts the most was when we realized that we have so blinded for not recognizing true love until it passed by.

Right now,i want to dry my tears and shove away the pain in a deep slumber hoping that id wake up one fine day and find that one person i could easily pair with my characters in my every tales,who will make me forget the sorrows of my past and make me look forward to each day with love in my healed heart and who will love me unconditionally.

As i lay my pen to rest, feeling like a storyteller who ran out of stories to tell.i couldnt utter more for there are ''NO WORDS LEFT FOR ME BUT GOODBYE''........


wrote by:
LJ CHARM